As a housewife and a mom of three I never thought that being fat is a big deal until my husband told me about what people says about me. As I am doing all my responsibilities as a housekeeper. I was at 250 lbs back then and doing my daily routines as a normal task everyday. I wake up at 6 in the morning to prepare breakfast for my two kids before they go to school, cleaning the house as they leave, bathing my youngest son, waiting for my husband to come home as he works at night shift and going to a grocery store to buy a food for our lunch and dinner. These are the usual things that I always did from day to day. That's why I don't have a thought that my weight will be a hindrance to have a happy life with my family.
One day my husband called and told me that he will be coming home with some of his friends and they will be having a breakfast with us. When they came home I have prepared their breakfast. Suddenly I heard one of them asking him "what my weight is and if he can still carry me upstairs just like the when we get married" my husband didn't answered and just smiled but I'd saw the shame in his face. I never showed my husband that I was affected of what I heard. After his friends leaved the house, I've noticed that my husband was too quiet and being uncomfortable roaming around the house and trying to avoid me. I was the first one to approached him and told him that it's alright but then he just smiled at me.
After a week ago, me and my husband went to my kids school to watched their school program. My two kids were waiting at the school gate together with their friends. When my kids saw us they called our attention. Me and my husband went straight to the place where my kids were waiting. While we're getting closer to my kids, my husband and I heard one of my kids friend asking them "is that your mom, what a big mama" then all of their friends laugh and my younger kid runs toward their classroom and cried so we talked to him and told that it was only a joke and gave him a hug. While my eldest just laughed with their friends and pretend that it was nothing. I never thought that this wouldn't be that easy to accept the fact that me as a fat mother and a housewife could be the caused of humiliation and stress to my family even though I was putting all my best to have a happy life with them.
We came home together with the kids then I rush to our bedroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I didn't noticed that my husband is standing behind the door and looking at me. He gave me a kiss and told me that I'm still his loving wife for him it doesn't matter how other sees me and the only thing that he always think for me is, to have a healthy and happy life to share with our family. He asked me to come with him and see a doctor and check how healthy I am with having this fat belly shaking all over my body.On the following day we went to our family doctor and asked for an opinion about losing weight and to check how healthy I can become if I will be losing this fat. Then I was advised by our family doctor to reduce weight by having a daily home exercise and asked me to follow a diet program to eliminate this fat. But after a month it doesn't met the goal that was set for me to lose this unwanted fat and have a happy life with my family.
On our way home me and my husband saw our neighbor who use to be a fat like me and I was shocked of how she lose weight that fast for it was just the other month when I visited her in their house. She's also a housewife and just gave birth to her second child. I've asked my husband to go straight to our house and leave me at my neighbor's house and asked her what she did to lose that much weight so easily and to ease my curiosity. We have talked a lot of things about what she did and she recommend me to use a Roca Labs® formula. She showed me actual formula she was using that time and gave me ideas of how it works for her. From that moment on I was convinced and finally decided to place an order online and read some information on the Roca Labs website.
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